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Thursday, May 4th, 2006
7:11 pm
well a quick update, i had the baby,a boy. it was march 19. his name is Miguel. its pretty cool. well thats all for now,maybe something later.

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Tuesday, December 27th, 2005
2:49 pm - The latest and greatest
Okay so i havent been updating lately. Mostly cause my computer is down. anyways, i guess the biggest news i have is that im pregnant. 6months and im due in april. i still live in this shithole state and i quit my job,but i have a new one. And i got a car in September. Its a badass car,i think so anyways. its a red 89 Conquest Crysler. and its in good condition.its fast,and i only spent $225. Bought it from a friend who needed money cause he lost his job.I had to get a new turbo intercooler,which was a bitch to find. found it on ebay though for $100. Sence i quit my last job, getting it taged and insured was put on hold,but thats what im doing now. I'm waiting on tax returns too for extra money. well life is about to change, its crazy.im thinking hard about moving again. maybe the Houston area,but not the ghetto,someplace like Clearlake. I dont wanna raise my kid around here, i know how it was. nothings for sure anyways. i heard from an old friend in tulsa. havent talked to her in years. well thats really it for now. later daze

current mood: good

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Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
1:45 am - back to reality
okay i partied all weekend,and then on the 4th i basiclly slept all day,woke up at like 9pm,ate,then went back to sleep. My body shut down i guess.and i had to recooperate. i got so faded. yeah.its hot damn this crap-and i spend lke 99% of my time inside.but i still tan easily.whatever , damn i hope i can get a car like real soon. cause this shit sucks ass really bad.well anyways, i know shit will work out the way its ment to be. so just go with this madness. blah blah blah,you know what i mean.yeah so even though everything isnt as perfect as i would like i cant get or expect everthing to go my way. you never really get everything anyways,you gain you lose,its not in my control in a sence.well i guess im bout to go to sleep,tomorrow i just work,same place.at least i get paid holidays.

current mood: high

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Tuesday, June 21st, 2005
9:33 pm - June 21
Today started off for me at 5:30PM.Thats when i woke up. So not a whole lot going on around here. Theres like 50 cops an ambulance and a firetruck the next black over. Just some friendly neighborhood quarrels. When i went by i heard one of the neighbors say that the other dude had a gun. Well i ate me a yummy sandwitch.Tuna w/ranch on wheat with cucumber,spinach leaves and avacadoes. good stuff.
Tomorrow is my birthday. Not that it means anything. I got the next 2 days off of work though.
la dee dah! OKAY IM DUMB

current mood: crazy

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Sunday, June 5th, 2005
7:39 pm - Just Another Day
Just another day,nots so much.. gonna do some laundry,that s the highlight of the day. So my birthday is in a couple weeks. Nothing planned but i asked for the day off of work. i think i ate too much.my stummy is funny. well thatll be all

current mood: lazy

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Friday, May 27th, 2005
5:07 pm - How I spent my 2 days off of work
Well yesterday I slept all day woke up at 7pm Then went back to sleep around 11pm. Today I went and got some coffee,and food, paid bills,and now im doing nothing. Lately I've been doing research on world history and conspiracies about the government. Mostly about Area 51,Some background on the Bush family and their contrabution to Hitler in WW2. And other contravercial topics. Well that'll be about all.

current mood: high

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Tuesday, May 17th, 2005
8:56 pm - A day to think
Its been such a long ass day. Been trying to find a different web browser for mac. still looking for something i like , im too scatter brained right now to make sence. so maybe another day ill have something to write

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Monday, May 9th, 2005
9:41 pm - so much of nothing
so much of nothing.how fun. so that petty much sums everything up..
but, thats okay. and im sleepy,i think i shall sleep.
thats the solution.
watched a documenty by Alex Jones. some crazy shit, we're all fucked,everyone knows this but yet we dont care. psycho government mind games,we're blinded brain washed from the reality and under the control,of something thats everywhere. born into a world without the right to make a decition,because its already been determined.we're a number ,sign your life away.electronic signature,take my fingerprint,take my privacy,my rights,taken over,its over its a scam the land of the free, read the fine print,false advertisment,terms are subject to change without further notice.your binded to contract.,never agreed,but signed up for life,
make it take it.
suck it,fuck it,fucked me hard

current mood: indescribable

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Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
3:51 pm
Its boring so far today. I got dsl, cause the cable is in a friends name,long story,but yeah i got a modem thats a router in one.so i can do a network if i get another computer. it was like 50$ yeah so not a lot going on really these days. I dont really get out much because i hate this town,and this state. i dont really know what im doing,just waiting for something to come along. Its gonna be summer soon,thats crazy. ive been back in Oklahoma for like 6 months now. My birthday is coming up,ill be 22. ugh. well i just wanna do something, go somewhere..

current mood: bored

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Saturday, March 26th, 2005
2:43 am - Really early
well its early,i got to see Crystal Friday.it was her 21st birthday. She came to my house. yeah so that was cool,i havent seen her in like 5 years. Things havent been too bad,got a couple roommates for now, i did my taxes. umm not much other than that. just work mostly. i cant wait to get cable. then i can download music and movies. well thats it.

current mood: thirsty

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Thursday, March 10th, 2005
1:23 am
well things have been getting a little better,overall,but some of the good things are that im gonna get to see my friend Crystal soon, I havent seen her in about 4 years. And i got a computer. its an imac, its a lot different than a windows operating system,but i like it. you gotta acually know what your doing. Still working for Earthlink,I still gotta do my taxes, it keeps getting put off,but hopefully i can get them done tomorrow. "Lets keep our fingers crossed" he, well my dads been in and out of the hospital for the past several months,and ive only seen him once,i feel bad because i know that i should go and check on him,but its like i never have the time. I just hope that he gets better, as long as he stays with his diet, he hås diabetes,and his legs and feet got fucked up .all kinds of shit. my aunt i found out is on dope,some crazy shit like that,and my cousin is going to rehab, cause hes an idiot,wont stop drinking. yeah so anyways, im looking forward to this summer. who know what will happen,so i guess thats it for now

current mood: rushed

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Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
7:58 pm
Okay so i got my tax stuff from Idaho,so yeah,i gotta do taxes tomorrow. Im ready to go home now,i think im getting sick. thats just great.figures this would happen after i run out of vitamin c. okay so its boring.. well i guess that'll be all

current mood: working

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Wednesday, January 12th, 2005
6:54 am - Oh

Well today is another day.I need sleep. umm, i'm really boring so i dont have much to say these days. for me its work 8 hrs everyday,come home for what seems to be only a few hrs before the whole day is over ,go to bed,wake up and do it all over again.I'm on an early schedule now,i'm not sure if im gonna like this,cause its hard enough getting to work,now i gotta deal with getting up really early on top of it.I've been having bad luck with the whether.I want to do so many things,and really its all materialistic,like get a car,get furniture,(cause i have none,okay ive got one chair)clothes would be nice,just stuff.In society these days seems like you gotta have nice stuff.And i'm poor,and do everything myself,Iggey and i are the most independant people i know.Sure help is nice,but people cant seem to take care of of themselves,non the less help someone else out.Everyone is about talk,"friends" say they would do something in return when its on the flip side,but instead i've been taken for granted ,a lot. Not just recently, and maybe thats why i have trust issues.I find myself just going off first impression  of someone,and if i dont feel right about you,i wont deal with you.and i dont easily change my mind. and in result i dont have a lot of good friends.,but the ones that are still my friend,i know are there for a lifetime.i've met so many people,"single serving" friends,and yes maybe i would of liked to of been able to still have a few of them around.But cant do a thing now.I'm very familiar with change,exspecially major changes. And sometimes i think that i deal with it well,but i think sometimes,that i know that i have to deal with it,but dont always quite accept it. and compress all my objections to it and just keep everything i think and feel inside.  nomatter what the past is the past and you cant do shit.Anger,regret,any emotional baggage is just a waste of energy,and if you dwell on shit,it will tear you down. So i guess today by me typing all this i'm just expressing myself about it. And i thought i had nothing to say but apparently i did.

"prosthetic limbs off the top of our egos,gotta be something we're not,cause we're never happy" me-1998



current mood: awake

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Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
6:53 pm - damn overtime
well i'm at work,im not sure that i should be on here,but its really slow.my head hurts and my shoulder hurts,ALLWAYS. so the government ripped me off for almost 200$ in taxes.my gross was like 809$ but i got like 630$ on my check.i worked all that overtime it seems like for nothing.ive been really pissed about that. because im trying to get a car.i had iggey check out that honda prelude today.so ill find out when i get home if im gonna get it. man its so cold. i walked from my work all the way downtown,i went to the courthouse and down to the jail and gave my cousin 10$ for commisary.while i was down there i saw like 3 people i knew.it was disturbing,it brought back bad memories. well im so ready to go home. and that is all.

current mood: annoyed

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Wednesday, November 17th, 2004
7:39 pm
okay today was really boring,i didnt go to work,just sat around with iggey,we hoped maybe someone would come by,but nooo.lame fucks.i'll remember today.thats all i have to say about that.tomorrows another day.okay so i hear manson got married,im shocked,dont know what to say.well i guess i should go home and eat chicken.iggey made chicken,and im hungry.yummy stuff.

current mood: anxious

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Tuesday, November 16th, 2004
10:19 pm - this is boring

but i got a house!!!!!!!!! im happy as can be. i got it on friday,and now i have no money. but thats how it goes.im at work,systems are down.so we're just sitting here.i get off in like 30 minutes.im soo ready,something should be waiting for me when i get there too. :)

things are looking better,so it seems anyways. i just need to get a car,a computer,and a cell phone.well i have a cell phone,just gotta pay it. and i had a computer,but i sold it before i moved.i dont know.. well i guess thats it for me.

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Friday, November 5th, 2004
2:21 pm - Nothing
im trying to do my insurance online,but the website is a peice of .it wont do it,and todays the last day to have it submitted.im very angry about this.i wish there was more time..for so many things.could of been,should of been,blah blah blah..

current mood: angry

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Thursday, October 28th, 2004
4:21 pm
BLAH.. TOMORROW IS PAYDAY.I DONT TALK TO MICHELLE ANYMORE.SHE SCREWED ME OVER.OH WELL.IM HOPING TO BE MOVING THIS WEEKEND,IF I CAN FIND A PLACE TO MOVE TO.NOT TOO SURE ON WHATS GOING ON TOMORROW.I HAVENT BEEN DOING TOO MUCH LATELY.WANTED TO GO TO THE FAIRE WHEN IT WAS HERE,BUT THIS I WAS WITH TOOK TOO LONG,SO I DIDNT WANT TO GO. WELL IM JUST LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORROW.I CANT BELEIVE ITS STILL SO WARM HERE.IN IDAHO IT WOULD BE FREEZING NOW. ANYWAYS...IM HAPPY

current mood: optimistic

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Friday, September 17th, 2004
6:13 am

This weekend i shall be moving!! Michelle got the apartment,and im gonna be moving my stuff over there this weekend.i havent got to see the place but i dont really care too much what it looks like. im gonna go get my stuff out of storage,its been in there for like 3 years now.i cant even remember what all i have in there.i gotta pay 75$ for the water deposit today.and we gotta get the electric on too,so i prolly wont be able to move in till monday or something.which sucks but oh well.. umm today is payday!! Michelle,Iggey and i are gonna go out to eat.Chinese i assume,maybe Mexican. I met this guy at the motel lastnight.he was knocking at my door at like 1am asking if we wanted to go have a drink.but i have to wake up at like 4:15am.today should be eventfull...hopefully.. that is all



current mood: awake

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Thursday, September 16th, 2004
11:22 am

work. thats where im at.tomorrow is payday.im happy for that.Michelle is suposed to be getting an apartment on the 1st. i went with her over there yesterday,but it was taking too long and so i went home,so i dont know whether or not shes gonna get the place,i just dont want to be on the lease cause its for a year. but at least it would be a place for a little bit.ummm.im fixing to take a test.fun.

well i hope to hear from Nadia soon.havent seen her sence Jan of 2001.right before i moved to Houston.Ladeedah....



current mood: anxious

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